Saturday, October 10, 2009

Hard Time!

i been such a long time din bloging cos of exam,xtvt,assig,alot of outdoor xtvt....now been back but jus 2 drop by 4 my readers 2 noe wat happen during my hard time.... My hard time is jus started for a few weeks and haven end i hope 2 end it soon...

i damm hate uni life mayb i still cant adapt to it, every1 is jus acting n pretending infront u is jus like a drama wen i`m get back to uni, no 1 to b trusted, i really fear 2 b heren i don noe i can keep stand n join the drama till wen....i jus wish 2 finish my ukm life as fast as possible, i jus don wanna to b in the drama anymore....is really very suffering!!!

Wen u r sick nobody will care bout u!wen u need help they jus say i`m sorry i`m busy or worst come to worst they`ll jus ans "yes i`ll help u let me noe wat to do" but end up nvr appear wen u need help!!!fulamak really fed-up wit them F*** them.....

The world r changing, n ppl is changing also somehow i nvr blame he o she who change cos every1 have their own point of view so is ok 4 me...i do have a trusted fren but i jus feel tat he o she is getting far n far from me, is a gap between us ad now...last time we do have some opinion, view n even ans, we also will share everything personal, not personal but now jus a very like normal fren wont share anything anymore, no more bonding session. Short cut la not as fren as last time!!!don trust me is ok, nonit my help is ok, but i`ll help if u need it, tis is a promise tat i made:)anyway jus feel up set to lost a fren like he o she....is really great being wit he o she but now jus a memory between us...(yesterday is a pass, today is a miracle, 2molo is a mistery) no body will noe wat happen:)

really is a hard time 4 me to endure....n i`m really seeking 4 a truth hear frens i do need frens like everybody need to share their feeling n everything but y m i jus endure it my self....almost giving up:(