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huh long time din blogging ad....feel so tension recently cos having mid exam n tutorial n assig hmmmmm who don have but y i`m so tension i really don noe mayb i noe tis sem i`l die seriously la....nvm put it away sin....hmmm jus feel like being betray by 1 of my best frens tis is the most hurt me, i really do trust n tell A everything really everything but i only realize tat A keep sth away from me....

Actually i really don noe wat is A thinking, 2day wan tis 2 molo wan tat....i really feel scare 2 A ad now...i not really wanna say much cos i don wanna judge sth 1st b4 i 5 the truth n i`m still thinking n wondering wat A will do the next!!! mayb i think so much but i ad noe sth tat A tot i don noe anything yet n i also suspect tat A is trying 2 do sth n A is trying 2 hide sth from me!!!!!

I`ve done so many things n A is also noe bout it i really don have any motif 2 any1 i can swear!!! i really do 4 the sake 4 every1....i`m not try 2 blame any 1 but i jus wanna say out cos i`m also a human tat also will feel unhappy rite? i put lots of effort but y everytime i jus being use wen i`m sincer 2my frenssss....act i`m not the 2 head snake, i din say anything till i really tot A is my best frens then i jus wanna share my unhappy wit A but is a mistake MAYB n MAYB i`m rite!!!!so confusing...

i`m also don noe wat i writting but atleast i noe wat m i doin...mayb i will draw a line n secret is secret not even my parents o sibling will noe bout it n tis can make me feel safety n happy...although keep secret is very hard cos i need some1 who can share prob wit me is a best best best fren wat ans is fren easy 2 find n i got lots of frens but true n trusted fren is hard....feel sorry 2 myself!!!!totally disappointed!!!

i think is enough wit it n sorry cos long time din blogging once blogging i`ll write such thing hahahha...ok i`ll try not 2 involve anything n do anything tat`s all 4 now...my prinsip now is do wat ever is in my range out of tat i`m sorry ....:(