conference part 1

Wah such a great break in blogspot for me!!!! hmmmm normally i`m busy wit my those xtvt, such a s*** xtvt!!! but is the last event i handle in UKM then i can enjoy the life at here. But till now i don have any plan yet how to enjoy!

Nasib i join RAC KJ atleast i got sth to do heheheh....jus back from conference last 2weeks so i jus talk sth bout it la hahaha...

it such a great conference, is my 1st time n i hope to join more in the future. How great is it so i`ll start at the 1st day..

1st day: We have devide into a small group among all the rotaractor but unfortunately i was not in the same group wit my buddy but they all got the same group haiz nvm la jus a few days nia ma so we have a road trip to Istana Kuala Kangsar tat is Palace of Sultan Perak waooo very very big n nice event the toilet got automatic function, inside the house got lift, i was wondering if got such house i would have party everyday muakakakak....

2nd day: we have games n compete among the group but we totally lost hahahah...hmmmm is such a great games but not much jus few for indoors n outdoors!!! we have talk but i was sleeping tat time hohoho....
At nite we was crazy wit alcohol , really crazy like drinking water nia...i think got more then 5 types of drinks there huh really cray la man!!!beh ta han!!!nasib jus sober not mabuk hahahha

3rd day:Wah so fast till the end ad really cant imagine it!!! we have group photo n few of us go 4 sing-k session (underground) we got a game call Gurdian Angel and now is the time to review it ad wuakakak....such a nice game n i wanna thanks my gurdian 4 the chips hahaha....

act we have alot of sweet memories but have to wait till i got all the photo then i will explain detail in my blog hehehe....now jus can say roughly cos i wanna sleep ad wuakakak....so wait for part 2 wit photo ya!!!

Hard Time!

i been such a long time din bloging cos of exam,xtvt,assig,alot of outdoor xtvt....now been back but jus 2 drop by 4 my readers 2 noe wat happen during my hard time.... My hard time is jus started for a few weeks and haven end i hope 2 end it soon...

i damm hate uni life mayb i still cant adapt to it, every1 is jus acting n pretending infront u is jus like a drama wen i`m get back to uni, no 1 to b trusted, i really fear 2 b heren i don noe i can keep stand n join the drama till wen....i jus wish 2 finish my ukm life as fast as possible, i jus don wanna to b in the drama anymore....is really very suffering!!!

Wen u r sick nobody will care bout u!wen u need help they jus say i`m sorry i`m busy or worst come to worst they`ll jus ans "yes i`ll help u let me noe wat to do" but end up nvr appear wen u need help!!!fulamak really fed-up wit them F*** them.....

The world r changing, n ppl is changing also somehow i nvr blame he o she who change cos every1 have their own point of view so is ok 4 me...i do have a trusted fren but i jus feel tat he o she is getting far n far from me, is a gap between us ad now...last time we do have some opinion, view n even ans, we also will share everything personal, not personal but now jus a very like normal fren wont share anything anymore, no more bonding session. Short cut la not as fren as last time!!!don trust me is ok, nonit my help is ok, but i`ll help if u need it, tis is a promise tat i made:)anyway jus feel up set to lost a fren like he o she....is really great being wit he o she but now jus a memory between us...(yesterday is a pass, today is a miracle, 2molo is a mistery) no body will noe wat happen:)

really is a hard time 4 me to endure....n i`m really seeking 4 a truth hear frens i do need frens like everybody need to share their feeling n everything but y m i jus endure it my self....almost giving up:(

T_T

huh long time din blogging ad....feel so tension recently cos having mid exam n tutorial n assig hmmmmm who don have but y i`m so tension i really don noe mayb i noe tis sem i`l die seriously la....nvm put it away sin....hmmm jus feel like being betray by 1 of my best frens tis is the most hurt me, i really do trust n tell A everything really everything but i only realize tat A keep sth away from me....

Actually i really don noe wat is A thinking, 2day wan tis 2 molo wan tat....i really feel scare 2 A ad now...i not really wanna say much cos i don wanna judge sth 1st b4 i 5 the truth n i`m still thinking n wondering wat A will do the next!!! mayb i think so much but i ad noe sth tat A tot i don noe anything yet n i also suspect tat A is trying 2 do sth n A is trying 2 hide sth from me!!!!!

I`ve done so many things n A is also noe bout it i really don have any motif 2 any1 i can swear!!! i really do 4 the sake 4 every1....i`m not try 2 blame any 1 but i jus wanna say out cos i`m also a human tat also will feel unhappy rite? i put lots of effort but y everytime i jus being use wen i`m sincer 2my frenssss....act i`m not the 2 head snake, i din say anything till i really tot A is my best frens then i jus wanna share my unhappy wit A but is a mistake MAYB n MAYB i`m rite!!!!so confusing...

i`m also don noe wat i writting but atleast i noe wat m i doin...mayb i will draw a line n secret is secret not even my parents o sibling will noe bout it n tis can make me feel safety n happy...although keep secret is very hard cos i need some1 who can share prob wit me is a best best best fren wat ans is fren easy 2 find n i got lots of frens but true n trusted fren is hard....feel sorry 2 myself!!!!totally disappointed!!!

i think is enough wit it n sorry cos long time din blogging once blogging i`ll write such thing hahahha...ok i`ll try not 2 involve anything n do anything tat`s all 4 now...my prinsip now is do wat ever is in my range out of tat i`m sorry ....:(

super emo!!!

ya i`m super emo now, feel like wanna eat ppl nia. i also don noe wat i`ll get by doin all tis, ya i jus got the ans, i got super emo as my award! got exam, quiz, tutorial n assig but all din study din do wat i`m goin 2 b?huh sometimes really very geram wit wat m i doin but still the same cos i`m still repeating. sometimes i really wanna noe izzit ABC nvr appreciate wat i`m doin. Nevermind super emo day left 1min then i`ll get bac normal..good nitez to all my reader:) a very boring, tension, and tired week:)really need to rest.

Too tired!!!

hmmm such a long time din blogging.... I was busy n busy with my coll activity this 2weeks but still haven end, i`m jus wondering who m i 2 do such things n y i wanna active so much in coll? Mayb wat my fren told me was correct:

Fren: wat 4 u so active? no ppl will say thank you wit u if u do it nice, they will jus say u have the responsibility to do so.
ME: ya u r rite! but i jus wanna do n learn sth, wat i also don wan atleast i can learn sth rite?
Fren: really?but wat u doin now i think u r ad expert o noe alot bout it! then y u still continue wit it?
ME: yayaya....(blur)

I`m jus thinking again m i jus looking an excuse 4 myself? m i got any other reason 2 join activity o not? m i jus try 2 make my self busy in UNI life?i really cant answer my self!!!!wat a shame to me :(

i`m not try 2 blame any1 but i jus wanna blame my self y wanna make my self so `pik chik' i`ve make myself not enough sleep, my study like shit, assig like hell, presentation (shame to say) izzit worth to do anything?at last i wont get anything but everyone will jus praise those who pretend work hard haiz~~~every people beside me izzit taking advantage towards me?but i`m not so usefull also la i think haha:)

i`m jus noe i`m really very tired, don noe wen will fall down n i noe someone is waiting me to fall down and laugh at me....But i can tell u confidently tat u wont c it! i din kacau u but u kacau me so if i revenge u don regret!!!WTF....

Don talk bout it ad la...so miss 2 all my bro, heng dai, ji mui haiz if u all wit me right now sure happy n enjoy hahahha really so miss secondary lifetime if i can go back to tat time i wish 2 do sth hehehehe...

Langkawi n penang raod trip!

Have u all ever heard that road trip? I have try before and is feel great. In my last sem break i went a road trip my 3 of my bro(heng dai)Benjamin, Eddie, n Daniel.we start our journey at the mid9 n drive slowly to kedah. All the way we have joy, fun n tease each other in the car in the same time they were tired because Eddie is jus finish his work n some of us is jus back from kl then straight start our journey so is quit tired!but i can feel is worthy 4 for cos not much time 4 us 2 be gather at all the time. you can c how tired they r hahaha....

















Is only the 1st day we goin but all of them ad fall asleep in the car, n ferry. b4 we reach langkawi we reach Kedah n is still early so we jus long kai in the town, We saw a chinese guy wit a gang af malay and indian hang around(1 Malaysia)then we decide to ask them wer can we have the famous food in Kedah early in the morning! The chinese guy show us a direction 2 a shop call `HAMEED' . This is really best breakfast in Kedah, they start business early in the morning(4.30am) then close also early in the morning(b4 7am) is jus like teluk intan loh mai fan hahaha...Now we continue wit the story, we reach langkawi n we do a price survey for the cheapest room, car and activity, we not `kiam siap' but we do enjoy wen we bargain wit the malay guy, epecially Eddie, here the conversation:

Eddie:bang kita pelajar lagi, korang sikit boleh tak?
Malay: sudah sangat murah, ada bilik, ada kereta proton saga(old edition), ada garantee minyak lagi la...cuma RM200
Eddie:tadi kita nampak ada promotion murah sana tapi kita ambil dgn bang krn bang nampak jujur ma...korang sikit la.Kita cina suka nombor Rm180 ma.
Malay:ok la Rm180 la...
Eddie:ok kita deal dgn RM 150, cina suka rm150..
malay:mana blh tadi cina suka 180 i bagi skrg cina suka 150? semua nombor cina suka?

we bargain at there more then half an hour!!!then we can a deal wit RM150 at last hahaha...after we got the car key any pay 4 our deposit then we look 4 our resort! at the 1st we tot our room is very high class wit full of facilities, beach view and good service 4 us but upset betul! all is jus opposite like wat we expect haiz!!!! wat u all expect in Langkawi? izzit beach side, n sunset? really upset, our programer have plan all climbing activities 4 us (Mr.Eddie) i jus thinking izzit is a diet trip 4 us?hahaha but we still go 4 a waterfall ontop a hill WTF! there have 3000 plus stairscase b4 we reach the waterfall fulamak!!! After tat we go 4 a sunset view wit cabel car, we wen up 2 early n have 2 wait a long long time untill i fall asleep,we making jokes around and playing like little kid there.

At last the sunset make us upset cos the sunset close by the mist haiz :( then we proceed to our dinner time heheheh, we have our seafood at a chinese restraunt, we got prawn aunty, chicken, fish and a vegetable(yao mak). then we go n buy some free duty product such like ciggra, alchol drinks,and choc....we buy a glenfidich alcohol n share among us.We Mabukkan Eddie and he tell us some.......is secret among us so not conver 2 telling out! The next day we went out for eagle feeding, and alot of activities tat i 4got ad lo pai seh ya...but here`s the pic....


tis is our whole day activities for the 2nd day hehehe then we have our dinner is squid, fish vegetable, and tom yam soup yummy!!!!


for the nitez activities we have pillow talk although eddie is mabuk ad but 3 of us still have a nice chat especially ben heheheh. Now we go for our last day at Langkawi b4 we go back we have our breakfast at a mamak n our meal is all the same roti telur, n milo ais.(tis is wat we call brother`s)

we still have lots os memory at there but is not conve tat i wrote all here hahaha then we continue our story journey 2 pulau pinang, is pulau rite? but our programer bring us 2 climb hills somemore haiz tat is kek lok si!pinang is famous wit food at guyney rite? but a loca guy know as tai ko have a conver wit us:(hokkien)

Daniel: chi peng wu ha mi ho chak? (here got wat food is delicious?)
Tai ko: chi peng ha mi tou ho chak (everything at here also nice)
daniel: lu ah heow ki gurney ma?(u noe how 2 go gurney?)
Tai ko:u lang ki gurney ai chak ha mi?( u all go gurney wanna eat wat?)
All of us: hahahah Sweat!!!
Tai ko:hi ping bo ming kia chak ko kui( there have ntg eat plus expensive)
daniel: ok u kai sioa( ok u introduce)
tai ko: wa cho lu lang ki (i bring u all go)
daniel: okok lu cho lo (we follow u)

hahahah then we have our dinner at a road side but i 4get the place name ad... The food there not bad but abit expensive, we have char kiew tiew, asam laksa, popia, apom, ABC n some snacks...fulamak syok talk bout food....hahahah all pinang food we have try ady!!!

Almost the end of our journey la hahaha is my best trip i ever have wit my buddy...although only 4 of us but i ad feel satisfied cos different frens different experience we have go through along nobody will now wat we have go through sad, happy, angry, du lan n lots of feeling somemore....really enjoying with them, ntg 2 b worry as the motto i make 4 them now is `be steady, be cool to handle everything....thanks guys hope we have the chances again in the future with u all.

not my luck!!!

my 3rd blog n i`m really don noe wat m i goin to do in the mid9 now beside blogging...now i start wit study sin...i got lot`s of assig, tutorial, case study n interview have to do n they r waiting 4 me but i`m jus wasting my time doin useless things such like everyday on9 n chatting nia hehehe....till now i also don noe wat m i doin go class don noe wat the lec talking bout, wanna do tutor but don noe wer 2 look 4 the ans haiz....nvm la study jus put it away la not important 4 me also....

hmmm talk bout friend, recently only i know tat my frens get an accident n is very serious, but wen i noe bout it n is too late bcos the incident is happened n past 4 a long period ad, so i not dare 2 call her up n ask her condition bcos i don wan her to recalled back her sad story!!!wat i can do now is jus pray for her hope she will recover back.we r wit u all the time!hmmm bout my uni fren, ham hor lo talk bout him, i`m wont say much bout him bcos is not worth talk so much bout tis guy jus waste my time nia, wat i wanna say is i regret 2 noe him, help him, n lots of things tat i regret to do...so 4get bout him la no mood talk bout tis guy.hmmm moon lam i jus saw ur comment n thanks 4 it, u r not far from us jus ur time n ours not same rite, i sure if got chance sure we all can sit n talk n chui sui like last time rite?we r buddy 4ever!!! is quit boring rite?then we jump 2 love corner la hehehe

hmmm bout tis more pik chik n ham hor....love really suffering n is hard 2 predict. Tat wat i wanna say hahahah!!! no mood 2 say more la, don ask bout love la cos is complicated la...

wat i wanna say now is i very sleepy ad, so i plan 2 say good nitez wit the blogspot n every1 ya!!!
at last but not least i jus wanna thanks all of my dude, bro, fren n any1 who help my n i would like 2 apologise if i make o say anything wrongly hope u accept my apologise!!!hope u enjoy the sunset cos is time to bed!!!!

finally i got back!!!

i lost my acc password ad so i jus got time 2 find out my password haiz hopefully!!!!

hmmm today such a nice day 4 me but actually is a bad luck day if u heard my news hahahah....yes9 i slept b4 4am then tis morning i woke up 7 sharp bcos i got lot of things 2 do...i have 2 prepare my interview later,wash coth ,wash car, iron my cloth,clean my room n group discussion....wao!!! wen u hear u also scare rite hahaha so i plan 2 wash car early in the morning cos the weather not so hot rite?then i`ll wash my cloth bcos the sun is rising up hahahah then the rest of my plan being cancel half especially the interview cos i ready 4 it since yesday! Haiz wat can i do ppl is the boss they cancel pakai suka hahahah....act tis weekend i got a plan but is cancel ad also so i really don noe wat should i do rite now!should i sleep o go old folks home o do others?i really don have direction rite now!!

tis i ad post in my frenster blog but i think will buried 4ever if i left it there hahah so i jus copy paste back here quit lazy rite hahaha....hmmm ntg much 2 b add la so i jus write till here la hope my day will wonderfull abit hehehe!!!!suddenly think of my Redang trip tat was the best ever trip i went!!!!