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King Scout!!!

2010-07-28T03:02:00.000-07:00

I jus got my KING Scout Cert it is ntg much special than wat i`m expect-ing in 5 years time, but i can let u noe tis cert give me alot of unforgettable and sweet memories to get it! Is not easy to get it but is not so hard to complete until the highest rank in Scout!

The whole camping from Lencana Kehlian, Usaha, Maju, Lapan Kepandaian, Lima Tertinggi, Pra-Pentarafan and Kembara, teach me alot of thing especially how to be independent, tough, work smart and play hard not least i gain a bunch of friendship from different school, district, state and country as well. We have fun 2gtr, 'FUNDING' and being naughty once in a while that time was really awesome!!! Miss those days....

Before i go further i would like to say thank you for a great teacher that i ever had during my scouting time, It was late En Abdul Wahab bin Abu. He was my 1st and the last ever respected teacher in my ever life since i knew him n then become my idol. For those who know me since i know cikgu i`m sure that u all noe how well he treat n take k of us. Although he was pass away since 4years ago but his spirit always be wit me, he treat me like his own son, teach me from bad to b good, giving me alot of advise and many many more!!! i`m really wish that he can c me walk on the stage and receive the cert from DYTM Raja Muda Perak but i noe my wish nvr come true unless my cert given during year 2006!!! Without Cikgu i`m ntg for today seriously he really bring me to the right way!! Feel sorry to him that i already not active in scouting since he pass away!! Sorry Cikgu n thanks for all the knowledge n advise u given me i`ll apply it n bare in my mind all the time!!! I love U CIKGU!!!

I also would like to thanks to my family member especially both of my parents for being so supportive to me in terms of money, time and many more without them i wont get tis cert n King Scout tittle! They endure with me especially my mom done alot of 'things' thanks mom and dad!!! n also my bro`s n sis as well. All my fren, heng dai n scouting mate i really have fun wit u all n u all help me alot no matter is small o big matter! Thank you every1!!!

At last but least for those who in scouting pls complete till King Scout if not u`ll regret in ur ever life!!! Makan untuk hidup bukan hidup untuk makan ( from my beloved cikgu) ever since he pass away n once talk back about him sure i`ll emo, jus like now haiz!! So i think i better stop it at here...Thank you every1!!!

Key to love!!!

2010-07-14T03:47:00.000-07:00

Wow at last i got a positive things in my blog ad hahaha... i`ve learn and know what is LOVE since after i saw a pic with those words that give me a lot of inspiration how loves come and go into ur life , and from negative shift to positive thinking! It`s great and i think i deserve 'HAPPINESS' in my life but not 'LOVE"!!(stop for the moment) Actually is everyone who deserve happy and love! It comes naturally, no1 noe wen it will comes and go, for me is really POWER la....hahaha

I like the last phrase that is " Love comes to those who still hope even though they`ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they`ve been betrayed, to those who still love even through they`ve been hurt before. "

Key to be love by some1 is believe and stay happy all the time!!!

Totally Lost!!

2010-06-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

lolz i`m such a long time din blogging, it`s seems great.... Actually i hate tis blog, everytime wen i`m emo, unhappy, sad and have -ve thinking i would like to write it out at here. I don noe is how many times i wrote on tis blog ad lolz upset!!!

Alot of question i would like to ask back myself, Why i`m lost? What things i`m losing? When i noe i`m lost? What in my mind now?

Sometimes i would like to ask izzit every human once they grow up, they will face a lot of troubles? unhappiness n many many more or only me the 1 who face more than other ppl face? I admit that i fail to use "The Secret" = LOA because i really noe i cant focus well on wat i wan n wat i do not wan....
The more i try to use, the more i feel pik chik, because many of them understand n noe how to apply it but for me, is just a shame only, i DON NOE TO APPLY IT!!!

Every1 is keep upgrading, i can c it myself n feel it as well. I`m feel happy n proud of them because i noe all my fren 1 day will success but somehow some1 is upgrading sure some1 is downgrading, i`m feeling tat ME the 1 who downgrading kau kau!!!

I cant really c my future now, compare wit last time, i noe wat i have to do to achieve tis n tat but now totally lost till don noe wat i have to do to to find the next step! Sometimes i was thinking tat izzit i done sth wrongly? izzit i set the wrong goal till i`m lost? I really need some1 can guide me back to my previous mission n vision to achieve my goal!

I don noe wat i`m gonna b in 10 years ahead if i continue like tat! I`ve to change start from now!
I just wanna b success in future no matter how ppl look at me now, no matter how poor i` now, no matter how lost i`m now wat i wan jus b a success n being respect by others! orite!! Have to find back my self now!!!

LOA really works and exists!!!

2010-06-21T09:02:00.000-07:00

What is LOA? LOA actually is a very powerful things n it really exist in our daily life. LOA is ntg for those who don noe apply it in ur daily life, normally i`ll use it but recently i really focusing on the wrong this ad. i focus on wat it really happen, i swear!!! What make me trust that LOA exist is today i being teach n taught by a taxi driver about tis. That time i was stunt there don noe what should i ans him, wat he say n wat i learn is almost the same. What i`m curious is a taxi driver also noe such secret n noe how to apply but for me, is a failure cos i apply wrongly haiz.... I`m not trying to look down to a taxi driver but i jus get shock he noe such secret somemore malay er. It started once i get into the car;

T: apa khabar lu? ada baik r?
me: susah la bang! belajar susah, kerja susah, apa pun susah huh...(hope can get discount later )
T: sy ajar lu 1 benda! u mau dengar tak?
me: o blh blh (i tot fren wit him can get cheaper heheheh)
T: u asyik ingat dan cakap susah, hidup u mesti susah la. Apasal u mau fikir susah???
me: was stunt there *eyes blink blink*
T: kawan cina sy beritau i ini, u kena fikir baik, u kena fikir apa lu mau baru blh. Saya taip2 hari pikir mau kasi isteri dan anak makan, cukup duit guna, itu saja wa pikir. Itulah berlaku apa yg sy pikir semua jadi kenyataan. Itulah orang muda jangan asyik pikir susah, banyak orang susah dari kau. Faham ke?
me: my heart was thinking no wonder la (u c wat he think n wat he working now?)

That time i was thinking, we need to apply it correctly if not i think is useless. Even a taxi driver can say tis things means it really exist only will ppl apply it, for sure he also not a normal malay heheheh....btw is me who use LOA wrongly at 1st now i have to think back wat i really need, wat i wanna do it further years n wat i wan me to b in the future. What i wan now is Think, Believe and Act. LOA LOA LOA LOA LOA yeah........

Wishes Wishes!!!

2010-06-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

Since long time I din wrote on my blog, because tis few days I was freaking busy in my life, but somehow yes9 I have chance to rest and I watch a drama, on9-ing enjoy with the food and drinks, I was like wau wau!!! i`ve been long time din enjoy such relax life ever haha. I was so ‘hang fok’ and happy la lolz.

Suddenly I saw my fren bday celebration pic, so I view it 1 by 1. After no longer I was thinking that my fren wishes come true on this year. He wishes that he could celebrate with his special one (SHE) since 2 years ago but already fail to do so because of some internal problem. This year he din ever plan to do his celebration but SHE organize it and run it till end of the party lolz he was so lucky, I was so envy with him because at last his dream come true!!!

That time I was thinking and ask myself do I have any wishes that haven come true, this make me feel sad. I still rmb last 2 years that is on my 20th bday I wish to have a watch but so sad some1 promise to present the watch to me dint present it to me because due to some prob exists between us, till on my 21st celebration I told directly wat I wan to her, but she say “is too expensive”, then I say “is ok la, this year nonit buy anything for me, u jus accumulate the money and buy it for me next year of my bday,” she agree to do like what I suggest but now I don think I could have it anymore lolz…

My 22nd bday is coming on this sept, this year I wish to own an ESPRIT Sun glass, I wont request from any1 to present it to me because i`ll buy it for my own. As I know I wont make myself get ntg tis year so I wan my dream come true as well, i`ll make my bday wish come true tis year… I got the urhmmmm ad….Gambahteh!!!

My future sun glass!!! Any other choices???hahaha

I`m lost before exam!!!!

2010-06-09T20:45:00.000-07:00

hi is time for me to blog again, i really don noe wer to start. should i start from the day i lost? should i start wen i noe i`m lost? o whould i start from wer i lost?
Thousand of question i wanna to ask but who is the right person should i ask?

Last weekend while i stood in front the television suddenly i think of y i`m sitting there while on tuesday i got an exam is goin on, every1 study like shit, burning midnite oil but i still slamba sitting n watching tv, i start to worry ad but i still din study lolz wat happen to me recently??? no mood study at all, no mood talking, huh is a very serious prob i noe. Any suggestion can help?

huh tat time i noe i was lost, i totally don noe wat should i do, my plan all ruin, although wat i plan but i din follow my plan to go. is tis call failure? i stay for useless until my exam on tuesday. i got entrepreneur exam, 100 questions within 2 hours, but i only use 15mis to c through the question, i totally don noe how to ans it. That time i tot i was over tension then i try 2 cool down n start to do again but still the same. I regret i din study properly but ad too late although tis is a mid exam but i wont accept tis excuse for my self, i jus will blame tat i`m not taking serious at tis 3rd sem at all, i promise i wont enter exam hall if i din study properly i swear to myself 'SWEAR'. Sorry to my parents, n family n frens!!!

i`m not goin to continue anymore although i got a long long story wit me but i think i have to stay positive start from now, i have to start action now!!!go go go

Morning uum!!!

2010-06-04T17:13:00.000-07:00

Good Morning world, today i woke so early and the weather was so so cold wish to have tis kind of weather everyday lolz.... What is in my mind early in the morning, fuh such alot lo, planning to study, plan my part time how too earn more, sth SECRET hahaha... Study n work no worries for me la so far cos i got 'ah chan tong' and i LOA to it muakakak....

Bout the secret things, huh don noe cos ler yes9 i was thinking bout it ad and i ask 1 of my BF`s, he told me to think my self i was like lol if i can think i nonit ask u la lolz...at last i din make any decision cos i fall asleep ad, till jus now i on my FB i saw sth only i feel tat the world really changing ad not like last time, every1 grow up, grow better and learn more. Tis is wat i always hope to happen on it at last i saw it happen, i was so happy u noe, but on the same time i feel like lost at the moment don noe y haiz...

ok la think i need to LOA awhile to get my uum back lolz...hpe it wont spoil my nice mood for today...i love the moment once we wake hahaha enjoy the day ya!!!

Planing Japan Trip!!

2010-06-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

lolz tis few days i`ll very busy man, start from 2molo my schedule will be very very pack even go makan, toilet n sleep will limited time fuh....

Why i so busy? => because i`m helping to organize a trip to Japan 9days 8nights on 21nov till 30 nov.

What i busying? =>i have to check the ticket price and deal with the MAS n Japan airlines (i learn alot haha)
within tis few month we have to find and decide some activity related with Japan, is to prepare our self before goin there and to make us have some Japan feel as well before going muakakak.

Once talk about Japan it make me so excited lol....we plan to go alot of places but the final place we will only decide on coming week lol beh tahan ad hahaha
i got lots stuff to buy from there especially electronic things lolz...
busy and excited n tiring fuh don noe how to express my feel er lol

mou lui scout camp!!!

2010-06-01T06:35:00.001-07:00

Yeah i`m back to my scouting life…. Is me la with uniform since 2007 if I not mistaken hahah realy long time ago lo lol!!!

Yao Yeng ler!!!heheh

Although i`m very excited go for camping but I was very very disappointed with tis scout camp.

U c my disappointed face u can feel it ad!!! I`m desperate going back home lol

A fresh grad KING SCOUT dare to teach 3 King Scout build a Pintu Gerbang lol, such a chi yok for us tis camp!

4 of them build a pelantar for 4hours also cant settle, lol is tis call king scout?? Sia sui only lol

We are ~pei shi~ the fresh grad king scout! Lol if I were him I dare not 2 wear the rambu ad lol sia sui!

He got many name, we call him joker, circus, cat, bull, pig, goat and many more u noe y? muakakka

Tis were all of us, huh many rite? Can u c me???? muakakka

U noe how boring the camp is?we manage to,

sleep at noon,

chit chat at nite,

go out for dinner,

ponteng istiadat pagi,

ponteng senaman pagi,

walk here n walk there,

1 day can bath more than 3 times

lol if u were scout b4,i wanna ask u got so free mer a camp? have u ever go a camp like tis i was jus like pay for my cert, n go for holiday lol, so sein tis camp lol

Last day at Thailand!!

2010-06-01T05:57:00.000-07:00

u guess n c who is her?

Pornthip Rojanasunand fuh i really cant imagine i got chance take pic wit her lolz...

We all were drank alot and almost all of us were drunk so we miss out the morning market ad lolz...

The last day we bought MCD (pork burger) before we leave Thailand, this trip for me is so unforgettable, although we have some conflict during planning the trip and on the trip as well but so far we still can manage to settle it and we do have fun with each other.... This holiday trip at Thailand beside bringing us a nice memory but also let me learn alot of things (secret).

At last but not least i wat i wanna say is, A good friendship is not easy to find, once u get it, is hard to maintain so do appreciate ur fren beside u. For me they all were my buddy (Heng Dai) no matter wat happen in the future, we`ll stick 2gtr n help each other..... i love u guys...

2nd day at Thailand

2010-05-31T01:51:00.000-07:00

We have our Dim Sum, bah kut teh as our breakfast. y don have pic the dim sum pic n bah kut teh pic??hahaha once the dim sum n bah kut teh on the table we all like hungry ghost eat eat n eat no 1 think of taking pic because we were hungry ad lol....hahahah

i tot only with bicycle can do tis romantic things nia how come motor also can???lolz

capture during we goin to a temple inside our van.....

King of Thailand can see anywer also, they seems love to their king alot la muakakak

All their shops look similar to each other only the different things is the shop colour n the shop name lol muakakak

can u guess how many temple do whole Hat Yai have???do u have any idea? Wer our van go, stop and turn sure we can c atleast 1 temple fuh!! Those were temple we visited!

~4 FACE BUDDHA~

BIG BUDDHA

King Of JADE
at kuan yin temple

Kuan Gong!

Elephant God

after our temple visit we go back to our hotel n bath then rest awhile only continue our next place to tiger show , sexy show n pub hehehe...

my dinner!!
got fu yong egg, sea food tom yam, white chicken, ku lou yok, n a vege

1st day at thailand!

2010-05-31T00:44:00.000-07:00

Wao!! this picture captured at Danok Thailand, but tis picture is took during we going back hahah cos we go there by train from kl sentral straight to Hat Yai, it took us more than 13 hours lolz, is such a long long journey i tell u, not easy to stay inside the train by doin ntg for 13 hours. 7 of us included me is our1st time to visit other country.
We all chat, play cards, psp, watch tv, and not least laughing with some jokes. For u all mayb tis 13hours is long but for me is so so unforgettable journey! We took 9pm train on 23 of may and we reach there on 24 of may 10.40am lol.

This 2 pic is captured during in the train, the place were wer we sleep for 13hours, play n chat around lol so miss those days, is jus like i`m jus back yes9 hahah.. We have not enough time to go many places, so we just went to 5 temples, massage, tiger show, sexy show, pub, shopping complex and some night market.

This were our 1st day dishes, we got kangkung, tomyam seafood, fish (don noe call wat name) and fried scallop with egg. all this food only cost 790 thai bath which RM79 lol is so cheap for us haha...
We were so hungry untill once the dished put on the table every1 of us start eating, 4get to take photo tat y the fried scallop with egg finish ad only realize that we haven take the pic hahah so funny of us.

After our lunch we wen to massage fuh such a good skill man!!! Must massage if u go there, is only cost 300 thai bah, RM30 for 2hours...~WORTHY~

have u ever try pork burger from MCD?if u haven try b4 then u have to go thailand to try it... i pou u ~sek ko fan cham mei~ really delicious la hehehe.... We have it as our dinner!

We start our night market after our MCD dinner muakakak.... After tat we buy a box of tiger back to room to drink n chill among us ... love u guys bro!!! 7 of us stick 2gtr even at thailand o anywer, how we grow our frenship, brotherhood and like tis we end for our 1st day at thailand not our heng dai-ness lol hehehe

MY Mom!!!

2010-05-21T17:50:00.001-07:00

Today i woke up early in the morning because i have to travel back from Kelana Jaya station for a presentation at UKM, so i woke at 7am in the morning. My buddies daniel sending me to the station, on the way to the station i saw a lot of memory that recall back wen i was a kid.....

I saw alot of mummy sending their children to school, holding their children hand, pamper them and kiss their forehead before sending them into the school, it was really sweet for me. That time i was stunt there, n i was wondering and think back how my mom send me to school!
I ask my self many times did my mom do the exactly the same way like wat i c today? Did my more even do better than tat? I jus got 1 ans in my mind that is yes my mom did wat ever they did it today n my mom do better than them such like my mom prepare me a set of breakfast for me, that`s great n cool guys! That`s my mummy!!

If u ask me why i love my mom, i can give u a hundred reason and ans. I trust not only me will say that but i do believe that even more ppl will answering the same ans.
We start from wer we from, easy to understand we`r from our mom stomach. From there our mom suffering for 10 months (scare u`ll get hurt,and many more)
There after u ask ur self since u`r a baby, wen u r hungry u jus cry for food, wen u r pee u cry for ur mom, and many more. Did ur mom say no to u? Until ur youth age, ur mom do call u to do tis n do tat, u`ll jus ans ur mom ~ sorry i`m busy, sorry i need to go out, keep giving excuse n excuse. ur mom born u n raise u up but she never owe u, u r the 1 who owe them, so pls do appreciate them all the time.

I do love my parents especially my mom. I love U MUMMY!!!

I`m Back

2010-05-19T21:45:00.000-07:00

Such a long time i stop my blogging session ad... I was wondering whether should i stop blogging or not but since that blogging can help me to find my self and spend some time during my boring day, so i decide to continue blogging again. hahaha

Where have i been?
What i`ve done?
How am I?

Before answering these question i have to close my eyes and think it over and over, what have i done it these past few months!
Yeah i`m doin well and fine, i been active in my RACKJ Club, Busy my doin my part-time, start doin some investment, upgrading myself to be a better man and not least meet lot`s of new friends.

For me is still not enough mayb u can say me greedy o mayb some1 is thinking tat i`m acting busy, up to u all mouth with u, i jus wanna b my self! Although tis few months passing day by day very fast but i can tell u everyday that i have go through is not easy, i`ve fall down many times, n i climb back again n again, i`ll never give up because my family n friends they never give me up so i have to be stronger than them.

For me i feel that i`m not doing anything is this past few months but don noe why my schedule pack and full every week. All my trip being cancel because of weather, political, cost, and many more, end up all my plan ruin huh.... i have no latest photo but i don like my blog page full with words so i must put on sth hahaha...

I`m doin my short sem now by taking 2 sub wasting 4days times, i`m still thinking whether is worthy o not haiz...before i go further i would like to talk about my career and future plan, before tis i jus plan to work n work in my life, there after i change my plan to migrant to other country n start my new life there but now my goal n plan is to organize a biggest F&B chain in Asian country. I was thinking my dream n goal become bigger n bigger can i achieve it? sure i can because ~If u fail to plan now, U`r planning to fail~ and ~If nothing is impossible, Everything is possible~ i do trust at tis!!! good luck to myself!!! byez...

Will be continue when i`m free ya!!!

conference part 1

2009-12-28T19:15:00.000-08:00

Wah such a great break in blogspot for me!!!! hmmmm normally i`m busy wit my those xtvt, such a s*** xtvt!!! but is the last event i handle in UKM then i can enjoy the life at here. But till now i don have any plan yet how to enjoy!

Nasib i join RAC KJ atleast i got sth to do heheheh....jus back from conference last 2weeks so i jus talk sth bout it la hahaha...

it such a great conference, is my 1st time n i hope to join more in the future. How great is it so i`ll start at the 1st day..

1st day: We have devide into a small group among all the rotaractor but unfortunately i was not in the same group wit my buddy but they all got the same group haiz nvm la jus a few days nia ma so we have a road trip to Istana Kuala Kangsar tat is Palace of Sultan Perak waooo very very big n nice event the toilet got automatic function, inside the house got lift, i was wondering if got such house i would have party everyday muakakakak....

2nd day: we have games n compete among the group but we totally lost hahahah...hmmmm is such a great games but not much jus few for indoors n outdoors!!! we have talk but i was sleeping tat time hohoho....
At nite we was crazy wit alcohol , really crazy like drinking water nia...i think got more then 5 types of drinks there huh really cray la man!!!beh ta han!!!nasib jus sober not mabuk hahahha

3rd day:Wah so fast till the end ad really cant imagine it!!! we have group photo n few of us go 4 sing-k session (underground) we got a game call Gurdian Angel and now is the time to review it ad wuakakak....such a nice game n i wanna thanks my gurdian 4 the chips hahaha....

act we have alot of sweet memories but have to wait till i got all the photo then i will explain detail in my blog hehehe....now jus can say roughly cos i wanna sleep ad wuakakak....so wait for part 2 wit photo ya!!!

Hard Time!

2009-10-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

i been such a long time din bloging cos of exam,xtvt,assig,alot of outdoor xtvt....now been back but jus 2 drop by 4 my readers 2 noe wat happen during my hard time.... My hard time is jus started for a few weeks and haven end i hope 2 end it soon...

i damm hate uni life mayb i still cant adapt to it, every1 is jus acting n pretending infront u is jus like a drama wen i`m get back to uni, no 1 to b trusted, i really fear 2 b heren i don noe i can keep stand n join the drama till wen....i jus wish 2 finish my ukm life as fast as possible, i jus don wanna to b in the drama anymore....is really very suffering!!!

Wen u r sick nobody will care bout u!wen u need help they jus say i`m sorry i`m busy or worst come to worst they`ll jus ans "yes i`ll help u let me noe wat to do" but end up nvr appear wen u need help!!!fulamak really fed-up wit them F*** them.....

The world r changing, n ppl is changing also somehow i nvr blame he o she who change cos every1 have their own point of view so is ok 4 me...i do have a trusted fren but i jus feel tat he o she is getting far n far from me, is a gap between us ad now...last time we do have some opinion, view n even ans, we also will share everything personal, not personal but now jus a very like normal fren wont share anything anymore, no more bonding session. Short cut la not as fren as last time!!!don trust me is ok, nonit my help is ok, but i`ll help if u need it, tis is a promise tat i made:)anyway jus feel up set to lost a fren like he o she....is really great being wit he o she but now jus a memory between us...(yesterday is a pass, today is a miracle, 2molo is a mistery) no body will noe wat happen:)

really is a hard time 4 me to endure....n i`m really seeking 4 a truth hear frens i do need frens like everybody need to share their feeling n everything but y m i jus endure it my self....almost giving up:(

T_T

2009-09-14T10:28:00.000-07:00

huh long time din blogging ad....feel so tension recently cos having mid exam n tutorial n assig hmmmmm who don have but y i`m so tension i really don noe mayb i noe tis sem i`l die seriously la....nvm put it away sin....hmmm jus feel like being betray by 1 of my best frens tis is the most hurt me, i really do trust n tell A everything really everything but i only realize tat A keep sth away from me....

Actually i really don noe wat is A thinking, 2day wan tis 2 molo wan tat....i really feel scare 2 A ad now...i not really wanna say much cos i don wanna judge sth 1st b4 i 5 the truth n i`m still thinking n wondering wat A will do the next!!! mayb i think so much but i ad noe sth tat A tot i don noe anything yet n i also suspect tat A is trying 2 do sth n A is trying 2 hide sth from me!!!!!

I`ve done so many things n A is also noe bout it i really don have any motif 2 any1 i can swear!!! i really do 4 the sake 4 every1....i`m not try 2 blame any 1 but i jus wanna say out cos i`m also a human tat also will feel unhappy rite? i put lots of effort but y everytime i jus being use wen i`m sincer 2my frenssss....act i`m not the 2 head snake, i din say anything till i really tot A is my best frens then i jus wanna share my unhappy wit A but is a mistake MAYB n MAYB i`m rite!!!!so confusing...

i`m also don noe wat i writting but atleast i noe wat m i doin...mayb i will draw a line n secret is secret not even my parents o sibling will noe bout it n tis can make me feel safety n happy...although keep secret is very hard cos i need some1 who can share prob wit me is a best best best fren wat ans is fren easy 2 find n i got lots of frens but true n trusted fren is hard....feel sorry 2 myself!!!!totally disappointed!!!

i think is enough wit it n sorry cos long time din blogging once blogging i`ll write such thing hahahha...ok i`ll try not 2 involve anything n do anything tat`s all 4 now...my prinsip now is do wat ever is in my range out of tat i`m sorry ....:(

super emo!!!

2009-08-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

ya i`m super emo now, feel like wanna eat ppl nia. i also don noe wat i`ll get by doin all tis, ya i jus got the ans, i got super emo as my award! got exam, quiz, tutorial n assig but all din study din do wat i`m goin 2 b?huh sometimes really very geram wit wat m i doin but still the same cos i`m still repeating. sometimes i really wanna noe izzit ABC nvr appreciate wat i`m doin. Nevermind super emo day left 1min then i`ll get bac normal..good nitez to all my reader:) a very boring, tension, and tired week:)really need to rest.

Too tired!!!

2009-08-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm such a long time din blogging.... I was busy n busy with my coll activity this 2weeks but still haven end, i`m jus wondering who m i 2 do such things n y i wanna active so much in coll? Mayb wat my fren told me was correct:

Fren: wat 4 u so active? no ppl will say thank you wit u if u do it nice, they will jus say u have the responsibility to do so.
ME: ya u r rite! but i jus wanna do n learn sth, wat i also don wan atleast i can learn sth rite?
Fren: really?but wat u doin now i think u r ad expert o noe alot bout it! then y u still continue wit it?
ME: yayaya....(blur)

I`m jus thinking again m i jus looking an excuse 4 myself? m i got any other reason 2 join activity o not? m i jus try 2 make my self busy in UNI life?i really cant answer my self!!!!wat a shame to me :(

i`m not try 2 blame any1 but i jus wanna blame my self y wanna make my self so `pik chik' i`ve make myself not enough sleep, my study like shit, assig like hell, presentation (shame to say) izzit worth to do anything?at last i wont get anything but everyone will jus praise those who pretend work hard haiz~~~every people beside me izzit taking advantage towards me?but i`m not so usefull also la i think haha:)

i`m jus noe i`m really very tired, don noe wen will fall down n i noe someone is waiting me to fall down and laugh at me....But i can tell u confidently tat u wont c it! i din kacau u but u kacau me so if i revenge u don regret!!!WTF....

Don talk bout it ad la...so miss 2 all my bro, heng dai, ji mui haiz if u all wit me right now sure happy n enjoy hahahha really so miss secondary lifetime if i can go back to tat time i wish 2 do sth hehehehe...

Langkawi n penang raod trip!

2009-08-02T11:39:00.000-07:00

Have u all ever heard that road trip? I have try before and is feel great. In my last sem break i went a road trip my 3 of my bro(heng dai)Benjamin, Eddie, n Daniel.we start our journey at the mid9 n drive slowly to kedah. All the way we have joy, fun n tease each other in the car in the same time they were tired because Eddie is jus finish his work n some of us is jus back from kl then straight start our journey so is quit tired!but i can feel is worthy 4 for cos not much time 4 us 2 be gather at all the time. you can c how tired they r hahaha....

Is only the 1st day we goin but all of them ad fall asleep in the car, n ferry. b4 we reach langkawi we reach Kedah n is still early so we jus long kai in the town, We saw a chinese guy wit a gang af malay and indian hang around(1 Malaysia)then we decide to ask them wer can we have the famous food in Kedah early in the morning! The chinese guy show us a direction 2 a shop call `HAMEED' . This is really best breakfast in Kedah, they start business early in the morning(4.30am) then close also early in the morning(b4 7am) is jus like teluk intan loh mai fan hahaha...Now we continue wit the story, we reach langkawi n we do a price survey for the cheapest room, car and activity, we not `kiam siap' but we do enjoy wen we bargain wit the malay guy, epecially Eddie, here the conversation:

Eddie:bang kita pelajar lagi, korang sikit boleh tak?
Malay: sudah sangat murah, ada bilik, ada kereta proton saga(old edition), ada garantee minyak lagi la...cuma RM200
Eddie:tadi kita nampak ada promotion murah sana tapi kita ambil dgn bang krn bang nampak jujur ma...korang sikit la.Kita cina suka nombor Rm180 ma.
Malay:ok la Rm180 la...
Eddie:ok kita deal dgn RM 150, cina suka rm150..
malay:mana blh tadi cina suka 180 i bagi skrg cina suka 150? semua nombor cina suka?

we bargain at there more then half an hour!!!then we can a deal wit RM150 at last hahaha...after we got the car key any pay 4 our deposit then we look 4 our resort! at the 1st we tot our room is very high class wit full of facilities, beach view and good service 4 us but upset betul! all is jus opposite like wat we expect haiz!!!! wat u all expect in Langkawi? izzit beach side, n sunset? really upset, our programer have plan all climbing activities 4 us (Mr.Eddie) i jus thinking izzit is a diet trip 4 us?hahaha but we still go 4 a waterfall ontop a hill WTF! there have 3000 plus stairscase b4 we reach the waterfall fulamak!!! After tat we go 4 a sunset view wit cabel car, we wen up 2 early n have 2 wait a long long time untill i fall asleep,we making jokes around and playing like little kid there.

At last the sunset make us upset cos the sunset close by the mist haiz :( then we proceed to our dinner time heheheh, we have our seafood at a chinese restraunt, we got prawn aunty, chicken, fish and a vegetable(yao mak). then we go n buy some free duty product such like ciggra, alchol drinks,and choc....we buy a glenfidich alcohol n share among us.We Mabukkan Eddie and he tell us some.......is secret among us so not conver 2 telling out! The next day we went out for eagle feeding, and alot of activities tat i 4got ad lo pai seh ya...but here`s the pic....

tis is our whole day activities for the 2nd day hehehe then we have our dinner is squid, fish vegetable, and tom yam soup yummy!!!!

for the nitez activities we have pillow talk although eddie is mabuk ad but 3 of us still have a nice chat especially ben heheheh. Now we go for our last day at Langkawi b4 we go back we have our breakfast at a mamak n our meal is all the same roti telur, n milo ais.(tis is wat we call brother`s)

we still have lots os memory at there but is not conve tat i wrote all here hahaha then we continue our story journey 2 pulau pinang, is pulau rite? but our programer bring us 2 climb hills somemore haiz tat is kek lok si!pinang is famous wit food at guyney rite? but a loca guy know as tai ko have a conver wit us:(hokkien)

Daniel: chi peng wu ha mi ho chak? (here got wat food is delicious?)
Tai ko: chi peng ha mi tou ho chak (everything at here also nice)
daniel: lu ah heow ki gurney ma?(u noe how 2 go gurney?)
Tai ko:u lang ki gurney ai chak ha mi?( u all go gurney wanna eat wat?)
All of us: hahahah Sweat!!!
Tai ko:hi ping bo ming kia chak ko kui( there have ntg eat plus expensive)
daniel: ok u kai sioa( ok u introduce)
tai ko: wa cho lu lang ki (i bring u all go)
daniel: okok lu cho lo (we follow u)

hahahah then we have our dinner at a road side but i 4get the place name ad... The food there not bad but abit expensive, we have char kiew tiew, asam laksa, popia, apom, ABC n some snacks...fulamak syok talk bout food....hahahah all pinang food we have try ady!!!

Almost the end of our journey la hahaha is my best trip i ever have wit my buddy...although only 4 of us but i ad feel satisfied cos different frens different experience we have go through along nobody will now wat we have go through sad, happy, angry, du lan n lots of feeling somemore....really enjoying with them, ntg 2 b worry as the motto i make 4 them now is `be steady, be cool to handle everything....thanks guys hope we have the chances again in the future with u all.

not my luck!!!

2009-08-01T13:08:00.000-07:00

my 3rd blog n i`m really don noe wat m i goin to do in the mid9 now beside blogging...now i start wit study sin...i got lot`s of assig, tutorial, case study n interview have to do n they r waiting 4 me but i`m jus wasting my time doin useless things such like everyday on9 n chatting nia hehehe....till now i also don noe wat m i doin go class don noe wat the lec talking bout, wanna do tutor but don noe wer 2 look 4 the ans haiz....nvm la study jus put it away la not important 4 me also....

hmmm talk bout friend, recently only i know tat my frens get an accident n is very serious, but wen i noe bout it n is too late bcos the incident is happened n past 4 a long period ad, so i not dare 2 call her up n ask her condition bcos i don wan her to recalled back her sad story!!!wat i can do now is jus pray for her hope she will recover back.we r wit u all the time!hmmm bout my uni fren, ham hor lo talk bout him, i`m wont say much bout him bcos is not worth talk so much bout tis guy jus waste my time nia, wat i wanna say is i regret 2 noe him, help him, n lots of things tat i regret to do...so 4get bout him la no mood talk bout tis guy.hmmm moon lam i jus saw ur comment n thanks 4 it, u r not far from us jus ur time n ours not same rite, i sure if got chance sure we all can sit n talk n chui sui like last time rite?we r buddy 4ever!!! is quit boring rite?then we jump 2 love corner la hehehe

hmmm bout tis more pik chik n ham hor....love really suffering n is hard 2 predict. Tat wat i wanna say hahahah!!! no mood 2 say more la, don ask bout love la cos is complicated la...

wat i wanna say now is i very sleepy ad, so i plan 2 say good nitez wit the blogspot n every1 ya!!!
at last but not least i jus wanna thanks all of my dude, bro, fren n any1 who help my n i would like 2 apologise if i make o say anything wrongly hope u accept my apologise!!!hope u enjoy the sunset cos is time to bed!!!!

finally i got back!!!

2009-07-30T18:24:00.000-07:00

i lost my acc password ad so i jus got time 2 find out my password haiz hopefully!!!!

hmmm today such a nice day 4 me but actually is a bad luck day if u heard my news hahahah....yes9 i slept b4 4am then tis morning i woke up 7 sharp bcos i got lot of things 2 do...i have 2 prepare my interview later,wash coth ,wash car, iron my cloth,clean my room n group discussion....wao!!! wen u hear u also scare rite hahaha so i plan 2 wash car early in the morning cos the weather not so hot rite?then i`ll wash my cloth bcos the sun is rising up hahahah then the rest of my plan being cancel half especially the interview cos i ready 4 it since yesday! Haiz wat can i do ppl is the boss they cancel pakai suka hahahah....act tis weekend i got a plan but is cancel ad also so i really don noe wat should i do rite now!should i sleep o go old folks home o do others?i really don have direction rite now!!

tis i ad post in my frenster blog but i think will buried 4ever if i left it there hahah so i jus copy paste back here quit lazy rite hahaha....hmmm ntg much 2 b add la so i jus write till here la hope my day will wonderfull abit hehehe!!!!suddenly think of my Redang trip tat was the best ever trip i went!!!!

My 1st blog

2008-12-26T20:37:00.000-08:00

This is my 1st blog.i love blogging since i enter my UNI life because once i enter i don know where to confess my feeling and to who but only blogging will satisfied me....Untill now i learn to create a blogspot and now i success.But now blog for me is a place for me to write anything that i not even dare to do o say in my real life.It also will be a place for me to share with my friends but m happy day n sad time.I don know how to express my feeling now,just one word that is `GREAT' .I just learn blogging so i hope can learn more on it and i also appreciate who read my blog and give me several comment about it...I would like to say thanks for any1 who read my blog...